Sandman's Journal

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! Stress, fear, loathing, insecurity, and hay fever all at once. I'm in Portland, Oregon tonight with a towel over my shoulder to blow my nose with. Nobody has shown up and it's show-time. I'm hiding in the "green room" and chewing stale gum. This is my world now. The ranching life is starting to look good for the first time in fifteen years.